Yeah yea emo period

latest update = 10.9.2009 haiz haiz yah yah im very lazy in blogging=..=
today, is my emo date~ yeah *fuck you emo, din tell me when u come and come so sudden! nia sing*
what i did these few week... started got a new feeling on my class and mate~
really feel ike college-ing recently, the feeling growth stronger~
we can hv lunch after class togather, gathering togather, do this n that togather
i started got the feeling of college life~ its really cool =)

today, our group ( for moral studies) had visit d SPCA....
when started, i feeling really exciting and happy, Its really really happy i can play with so many doggie at once... but before we go, my emo came (one step 2 step heading to me)
I started thinking that... if a human being had car accident on de road, i will just pass by and feel like ( uh~ accident again)
But if a doggie or a cats death on de middle of road (been hit by car) i will feel like crying....
and why people abandon them... they r so innocent =( they dont know whats right n wrong.... when they been send to the center.. they wil just though their master is just bringing them to travel, but dont know they will been abandon... =( arghhhhhhhhhhhhh no mood again, bye
TO ALL WHO WANT/OWN PETS ON THEIR HOME : NEVER BUY OR ADOPT A PET IF YOU CANNOT GIVE THEM A GOOD ENVIROMENT AND LIFE!!!

rubbish--.-..-.-...--

He really sucks, yts i chat wif my ex, he tell me that if he tell me the real reason of broking up, will i forgive him...

and i post here wat he send to me:

between u in ipoh tat time.... hon yik owes wan to meet me up... but i owes ignore him.... but one day he got something urgent nid to use my laptop...u he came to my house i lend him my com... after using, he dint not leave... stay in my room... i told him i got bf but he still keep on looking at me... n he kiss me... i asked him stop, i got bf... i really got ignore him.... think back 2 years before he hurt me so deeeeeeeep... tat is a time for me to take revenge...i hv told u i would not love him anymore... between tat time he owes come to my house online... stay until very late... u call me..i talk v u in front of him de... then he seems no happy...i get hurt so deep wat he did last time i give him back now. so i decided to play v him without telling anyone... in tat nite i sms u tell u.... u know i cry very very hard.... i asked myself y m i so stupid.... u call me back...u asked me m i still love u.... i wanna said i love u.... but he is beside me....n i wanna take revenge... so i jz hang ur call.... then continue crying... keep on say sorry i love u..... then stick up v him....he call me... i owes dint answer ( this is wat he did to me last time) until one day he fall deep v me i told him u r not suit to me...

Dumd and hurt the one that love , and revenge the 1 that dont love? REGRET for doing this? sohai attitude, fucking childish you, sei sohai, never think before do, asshole! machaohai, jibai kia, diu nia sing, pui!

Piercing...C:\Users\ASUS\Docum

8/9/09... today, i get my 1st pierce in my life XD I was juz decide it in about 1 min( never think twice) =.= By the way, new semester ald start ~ rush hour coming back to my life, no more sleep late no more fun no more shopping =( sad T-T

I had went to book fair in KLCC last week, alot of peoples was wearing mask because of H1N1 =P i cant even regconize out my fren that also wearing a mask ( they looks similar XD) I had bought a book that i search for damnit long time , that was a dam lucky day for me keke, anyway, i wana introduce the books to all of you guys , its drawn by "小Ｓ" whos the funniest actress i ever seen, the books is about how she being a mother and hows the relation and communication with her 2 daughter =D

Back to College

It had been so long, i din't make an updare in my blog, after i broke with my ex jyef ng. Its really a joke im still blogging here because of, the blog was the place i wanted to keep my sweet memories with him , but unfortunately we had broken up =P Hahaha mayb I need to feel lucky because of "Not love till so deep yet" (this was by jyef ng the rubbish guy) or "love longer hurt more deep, we was just about 2month plus, not hurt so deep yet" ( another crap thing from rubbish guy ) hahaha yes yes yes im so damnit lucky because i broke up wif you, cause i found that u're really not a man, bitch XD Oh yeah, i found that my life goes interesting after broke with him , i start to hang and flirting around wif lots of different guys, thanks for letting me know that my market was in a huge range XD I can go clubbing whenever i like, i no need to always suspect this n that, i no need to keep asking you to stop smoking, i no need to wake you up when i wake everyday, and i can do what i want and what i like, FUCK YOU damn alot!! and THANKS THE FUCKING YOU OFF, for letting me flirt with more guys ....

TOday my feeling was fucking weird when i wake, feeling so silent in my house...Luckily, my considered best friend blake chat alot with me, thanks to you =D, he accompany me to lunch, watch youtube with me, bring me for hair dye and also the most important 1, he teach me how to sing!! oh thanks god, i really hope that i can sing well, thx for teaching me some little technique in singing. Im searching for songs that easy to learn and sing, guess what, i found this =D

选自：孙燕姿-天黑黑

词：廖莹如
曲：李思菘

我的小时候
吵闹任性的时侯
我的外婆总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后
老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像这样唱的
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

离开小时候
有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌新鲜的念头
任性和冲动无法控制的时候
我忘记还有
这样的歌
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚好孤独

天黑的时候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前进……

我相信一切都会平息
我现在好想回家去
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

fROM Jiro(me):
今天反复听了无数次，发觉到这首歌真的很伤，完全表达了

我的心情。。。
chorus part:
(我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人 when we in love, the world of ourself juz fill wif u n him/her, you really can do anything for him/her)
(我以为这就是我所追求的世界 sometimes when we r sweet in love, we forget about everything, every single little thing around us, coz us eyes juz fill wif love, and we will think that this is really what we hope about)
(然而横冲直撞被误解被骗 although sometimes we know that we r been cheated, but we still open an eye and close an eyefor facing it juz because of love)
(是否成人的世界背后总有残缺 we know that no perfect human in the world....and we also know that, ain't got any perfect love that we can met, human was the most greedy animal in the world, we will want more eventhough we know that it's ald very perfect for us)
(我走在每天必须面对的分岔路 everyday we really need to face alot of problem,painful dilemma always appear in our day,mayb our choice wasn't the one we like, but it will be the best for us)
(我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福 we always keep sweet memories, memory that hurting us just like a boom, so, not to touch it! sweet memory is ald enuff for us, dont be living in suffer juz becoz of some bad memories)
(爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足 Love hurts... alot...)
(天空很大却看不清楚好孤独 the feeling of loneliness eventhough when u're crowded by alot people)

i got nothing to say, bye ;P

Oh yeah new to blog

P-p-p-poker face, wuahaha
Jiro chalala new to here, coz of lazy to write my diary by hand, berry tired=.= tats y use this acala blog site=..=
Jiro Yap here, Age = 19(2009)=.=
student<-- part time student=-= my fren 10 fingers can count all ahahah type until here ald start boring bye then=_= milkos~ see u here =p