It had been so long, i din't make an updare in my blog, after i broke with my ex jyef ng. Its really a joke im still blogging here because of, the blog was the place i wanted to keep my sweet memories with him , but unfortunately we had broken up =P Hahaha mayb I need to feel lucky because of "Not love till so deep yet" (this was by jyef ng the rubbish guy) or "love longer hurt more deep, we was just about 2month plus, not hurt so deep yet" ( another crap thing from rubbish guy ) hahaha yes yes yes im so damnit lucky because i broke up wif you, cause i found that u're really not a man, bitch XD Oh yeah, i found that my life goes interesting after broke with him , i start to hang and flirting around wif lots of different guys, thanks for letting me know that my market was in a huge range XD I can go clubbing whenever i like, i no need to always suspect this n that, i no need to keep asking you to stop smoking, i no need to wake you up when i wake everyday, and i can do what i want and what i like, FUCK YOU damn alot!! and THANKS THE FUCKING YOU OFF, for letting me flirt with more guys ....
TOday my feeling was fucking weird when i wake, feeling so silent in my house...Luckily, my considered best friend blake chat alot with me, thanks to you =D, he accompany me to lunch, watch youtube with me, bring me for hair dye and also the most important 1, he teach me how to sing!! oh thanks god, i really hope that i can sing well, thx for teaching me some little technique in singing. Im searching for songs that easy to learn and sing, guess what, i found this =D
选自：孙燕姿-天黑黑
词：廖莹如
曲：李思菘
我的小时候
吵闹任性的时侯
我的外婆总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后
老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像这样唱的
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑
离开小时候
有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌新鲜的念头
任性和冲动无法控制的时候
我忘记还有
这样的歌
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚好孤独
天黑的时候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前进……
我相信一切都会平息
我现在好想回家去
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑
fROM Jiro(me):
今天反复听了无数次，发觉到这首歌真的很伤，完全表达了我的心情。。。
chorus part:
(我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人 when we in love, the world of ourself juz fill wif u n him/her, you really can do anything for him/her)
(我以为这就是我所追求的世界 sometimes when we r sweet in love, we forget about everything, every single little thing around us, coz us eyes juz fill wif love, and we will think that this is really what we hope about)
(然而横冲直撞被误解被骗 although sometimes we know that we r been cheated, but we still open an eye and close an eyefor facing it juz because of love)
(是否成人的世界背后总有残缺 we know that no perfect human in the world....and we also know that, ain't got any perfect love that we can met, human was the most greedy animal in the world, we will want more eventhough we know that it's ald very perfect for us)
(我走在每天必须面对的分岔路 everyday we really need to face alot of problem,painful dilemma always appear in our day,mayb our choice wasn't the one we like, but it will be the best for us)
(我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福 we always keep sweet memories, memory that hurting us just like a boom, so, not to touch it! sweet memory is ald enuff for us, dont be living in suffer juz becoz of some bad memories)
(爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足 Love hurts... alot...)
(天空很大却看不清楚好孤独 the feeling of loneliness eventhough when u're crowded by alot people)
i got nothing to say, bye ;P
